Yesterday I did some self-reflecting and realized I brought misery on myself for trying to read more into my relationship with Valentine. Despite what other people thought and said, I was the only witness to our one-on-one conversations-especially those about other women coming on to him and how he wasn't interested in being anything other than their friends.
Recently I've prayed for God to show me whether or not this was indeed the person for me and I've learned and seen some interesting things about Valentine that lowers the pedestal I'd originally (and somewhat knowingly) placed him on.
Despite this, I am still interested in being his friend so I remembered the advice of my pharmaceutical friend who said that every relationship needs nuturing or else it will die. So while I was tired last night when he called, I took the time to talk to him and encourage him because yet another woman came on to him and her conclusions and accusations about him were absolutely outlandish!!
And this morning as I waited in my car to enter work, I was reflecting on what his intentions were really-would he ever get back to calling me more than once a day-when my phone rang and it was him.
Whether that was a word or hint from God I'm not sure but I've come back to the realization that being his friend at this moment in time is just fine.
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