Usually I don't pray for things that are trivial but I have to admit tonight I actually prayed for a phone call from Valentine...multiple times.
Thankfully God answered that prayer and I now have the biggest smile on my face.
It's been weird this week not talking to him very night. I actually thought I'd been bumped from the conversation rotation and sent him a text saying so and (spitefully I will admit) joking that I would have to start talking to the new guy I met at the gym from here on out.
Of course I got a call as soon as he read the text and he began to question me about the guy who is of no consequence only to hold it over his head in times like these.
Nevertheless I was promised a call back as soon as he settles in and finishes dinner and I think my mind can finally rest at ease.
If it helps (my conscience at least) I did have an honest talk with God about my feelings at this point and asking for clarity. I think sometimes our human brains work faster than God wants us to and that causes us a lot of trouble. Let go, Let God-my 2010 motto that I still haven't mastered apparently.
Happy phone convos this weekend!
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