Today I reconnected with a former crush. And when I say crush, I mean this was a weight of 200 tons when I realized what was to become of our off-and-on flirtations: NOTHING AT ALL.
For one, I've always weighed more than him so I would remark to my friend who introduced us that I would "break him." LOL. And now, even though I'm ten pounds away from my goal weight-one that I know would put me even if not slightly under his weight, I still want to scream "DON'T BABE ME!!"
Second, he was always a ladies man and I'm sure still has a number of girls on reserve. Just like when he tried to make me remember being introduced to his girlfriend with whom he was going to Miami... I think I held my composure well that day but the jury is still out.
Despite this, I've already gone into Facebook stalker mode and saw that he's called someone else babe within the last month so that's probably just his new catchphrase. At this point I'm like Leona Lewis "I Just wanna Be Happy..." and the last thing I need is to get my hopes up for someone who won't come through.
Here's what I will do. Continue to practice my flirting skills and then if he ever makes his way back to H-Town decide what to do then...
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