If I had never met...

any of the people I call my friends I don't think I'd survive. I was of course watching SATC tonight and Carrie posed that question to her friends and I began bawling as much as they did on-screen.

Nashville is a big city but thus far it hasn't been overwhelming. If I wanted to hang out more, I'm sure I could but work has been surprisingly busy, so after-hours, I'm just ready to lounge on the couch and do nada.

I haven't met many people beyond those I knew going in but I thank God I still get along with my friends in Tejas and Knoxville so my communication channels are still open.

So many friends have been there for me, more often when I least expected it.

I never understand why God brings certain people into our lives, sometimes it is for us to bless them and other times, it is for them to bless us.

I have to remember that when life and people keep trying to tell me that ONE special person will come into my life and presumably fix all the insecurities and what nots I have this just isn't the case.

If this was the case, there wouldn't be more women on this earth than men-someone after all has to be alone unless you practice polygamy (which I don't) and even if you did, it is humanly impossible to be everywhere at the same time.

My prayer is that everyday I show God's love to everyone he has place in my life (or day) as he has bestowed it upon me. If you see me in violation of this rule, blow your whistle (and not in the Petey Pablo manner) to get me back on track.