Today I finally saw Valentine for the first time in several weeks. To say it was awkward is beyond putting it lightly. He and I had a quick exchange of personal items that we'd had from one another for weeks and when we finally handed them over, I really felt as though I wouldn't see him ever again.
Honestly, the way things have progressed I'm not sad about this at all. He and I were great friends at one point during this year but as usual, the more you get to know someone the more you can determine if that's really someone you want to spend your time with. As it turns out, there were some days I'd rather spend time alone than spend with him.
And so, our friendship has been downgraded to practically non-existent and as he went through his recent list of accomplishments-a standard behavior practice that I've begun to loathe- I half-listened concentrating more on my runny nose which he was oblivious to. Therefore when he said he'd call me to help him with a future project of his, I gave him a half-nod and told him that would be fine. Honestly, I wouldn't be surprised if I never hear from him again. Nor would I be sad. And that my dears is the way the cookie crumbles.
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